IT'S HARD TO FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE PERSON YOU ARE. AND IT'S EVEN HARDER TO HOLD ON TO THAT LOVE. SO MANY THINGS CAN HAPPEN. BUT IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE FOUND SOMETHING SPECIAL DON'T BE AFRAID TO HOLD ON. DON'T BE AFRAID TO FIGHT TO MAKE IT LAST CAUSE REAL LOVE IS WORTH EVERYTHING AND THEN SOME. AND NO DOUBT OTHERS WILL TRY TO TAKE WHAT YOU HAVE OR TRY TO BREAK IT BUT IF YOU REALLY WANT THAT LOVE NOTHING SHOULD EVER INTERFER WITH THAT. AND LEARN TO TRUST AND COMMUNICATE. WITHOUT THAT...YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING.
Part I
the constant thought of you
with mere images of your beautiful face
in your presence i melt
yet if you want for anything i resume mold
can't surpass this love i have for you
for it remains still untouchable and irriplaceable
that's why i understand your love for her
as i am seen in my dream, empty & alone, watching you
and you are there standing, with your heart in hand
gestering for her to take it, and she does
but just as you are about to smile
she reveals the heart in her other hand
as if impossible for this to be true
you are baffled but determined
she turns and walks off
you slowly follow, mesmerized, infatuated
worried for you, i then proceed after
she walks across a path of clouds
it holds her but as you begin to cross
i see it clearly from a far, you will seep
you start to sink, i run, she turns in your direction, but moves not
the look of surprise on your face, one i'll never forget
if to be a second too late you'da fell
but never that, for you i'm always on time
i help you up but you've become weak, still she continues
yet you still want to follow
i do for you what i do for no other
i place you on my back & move forth
why? because i'm sickly in love with you
the dream is pause till her next choice move
so i continue & reassure you all will be well soon
Part II
you were my new love
so fresh and so sweet
pulled together form above
we were destine to meet
sharing a love beyond mental
i remember the late night creeps
then, you were so gentle
as we rode to the rhythm, to the beat
loving you used to be so easy
i guess because you were all mine
never once did i feel uneasy
never once a lie
why did all this hit a change
i mean was it me or you
maybe i was at blame
simply for loving you
now i'm gonna have to quit
had no idea you were so slick
how you gonna get caught out in public
you don't go out with the one you're cheating with
but i won't tell a lie
the pain i feel is so strong
i can no longer deny
that my enchanted love is now gone
my insides feel the burning
that at one time stood for pleasure
now burn because of the yearning
of your touch that was so special
down all the way to my gut
i'll forever have my bruise
cause the deeper you cut the deeper my wound
LOVING YOU
FOR THE STRENGTH
THERE WAS PAIN IN I WISH I HAD FOR ALL
BUT APEARS ONLY IN THE BACKLASH OF HER REJECTION
ONE AFTER THE OTHER
THE DARKNESS I LIVED IN THAT IN TURN LIVED IN ME
SIMPLE DAYS, SMILES & HAPPINESS, MOVIES, GOOD FOOD.
THESE ARE THE THINGS I REMEMBER, THE THINGS I LOVED.
THE SWEET TASTE OF YOUR LIPS, IN THE MOMENTS OF OUR LOVE, OUR JOY, EVEN IF PRECIOUSLY TIMED.
COULDN'T HELP THE FANTASIES OF YOU & US LIFE EASY. NOT A WORRY IN OUR WORLD THUS FAR.
NOT ME AT LEAST, CONFUSED YET SMOOTH, LAID BACK, LOVABLE, FRIENDLY, MOODY, AND CREATIVE.
AND YOU. PICKY, BRILLANT, HURT, IMPATIENT, CREATIVE TOO, BEAUTIFUL, LOVABLE BUT NEVER WILLING.
YOU AND I. A SOUND SO RHYTHMIC & COLORFUL FOR ANY TO SEE.
"MAYBE WE'RE JUST ORDINARY PEOPLE"
OR MAYBE YOU COULD HAVE TRIED THIS ONCE MORE BEFORE NEVER. MAYBE A PROMISE FOR THE FUTURE THAT MIGHT NEVER COME, RIGHT? YEAH...
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? OR IS IT PART OF THE UNSPOKENS?
SHOULD BE AN OBVIOUS FOR PEOPLE LIKE US.
HA, YOU & ME. REGULAR COMMON FOLK HUH?
YEAH, A JOKE TOLD TO ANY SOUL WHO'D LISTEN
BUT I'M A FOOL NONE THE LESS
BECAUSE ONLY A FOOL WOULD STAY IN LOVE WITH YOU LIKE I DID
AND I REMAINED THAT FOOL, HAPPILY TOO!
BUT EVEN A FOOL DESERVES TO BE LOVED, RIGHT?
watching the pain fall from you eyes
drop after drop
the next meaning more than the last
my soul somehow connected to yours
the pain i endure
but i suffer not as you
still you see me not
for you are blinded beneath her touch
poision seen through normal eyes
gold through your own
how can i? but why wouldn't i?
pour light onto your darkened path
this steep & everlasting love i behold
means as empty nothing to you
however, i may never let free this chain
i carry, we carry, for an eternity
she's like the cool air that blows gently through the night
with a mist of the days rain
without the suns bright beaming heat and light
almost enough to create a chill
an air so cool and so smooth i began to lose all thoughts
lost completely for i become weakened in it's strength, in it's control
it cleanses, and renews me simply by surrounding my small being in it's vast center
leaving me fasicinated by it's touch , it's essence, it's presence
we only wish for what we can't have, i wish it would rain.
Part III